Monday, Monday

Not much good came out of this day.... Left work early, because Roger had a very bad night. He is hurting and has a very upset stomach. I think that he is just worn out from fighting this demon since February or maybe even longer than he has let me know. I got him some homemade remedies for nausa and also a prescription. He doesn't see the oncologist until Sept 11th....I am trying my hardest to stay positive and to help him and to let him know that I am there and he is not alone. Today was the first day I saw and heard him weakening under the cancer pressure. Bone cancer is one of the most painful......he has pain meds, but they are not all what they are made up to be......he does not like taking them because of the way they make him feel.....he said he was halusinating last night. I think I may have gotten some of that, because I dreamt of silly things like canoes and big black bears....what a team we are! ! ! We hope for a better day tomorrow, don't we all ?......Lovingly Dianne and Roger