Tuesday, August 4, 2009

reliant on the doctors

Supposed to have seen Roger's oncologist today.....we were informed of him running very late and asked if we would reschedule.....we agreed and so we will not see him until next tuesday......Roger will have blood test for PSA level and we will get a report from Dr. Barnett (oncologist) and Roger will tell him how lousy he is feeling and we will go from there. Everyday he is either living with it or dying from it... It is so very hard to see someone that you love everyday in such turmoil and no way out but pain relievivers.........we must find a cure for this and other cancers........I just hope that it will be in my lfietime and I can rest asssured that my darling grandchildren will have other , not so taxing hurdles to overcome. Please now refer back to why and the purpose we are all here.......I think that it will be an awakening for most of you.....I have had to do some real soul searching and have yet to find the real answer....why I here and what is my main purpose in life here on earth? I am just stubborn enough to find out.....meanwhile....a person that I love is suffering and I really don't know how to help him.....
He is not a complainer and I think that he is doing the best he knows how to do given the circumstances.........Thank you to all who understand this journey.......Love Roger and Dianne

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