Tuesday was supposed to be better

Roger had a very rough day of nausa and fever.....we go to the doc tomorrow and hopefully we will find out why.....it could be an infection or virus.....he has been thru the ringer and is soooo wanting to feel half way decent. He still does not complain and sometimes I wish he did so that he could release some of these demons he is carrying with him.......I know that you all wonder how he is doing and I am doing my best to keep all of you abreast of it. I find it very hard to be of help when you only feel helpless sometimes.......I try to be a good nurse and I know that he needs me......When he is feeling bad he just cannot handle company.....thank you George and Jim for coming to see Roger today.....according to him you drank all of his precious Budweiser and didn't even share with him (just kidding) He didn't say that we gotta laugha t something and it might as well be George.....He loves you guys so much and really ....thank you George for always calling him....he really does love you.....and so do I........we love all of you by the way......what a group of friends....what gifts you all are to us......