those of you who care

Roger is finished with his radiation therapy as of today......It was meant to be a big huge vicodin or valium.... not a cure.......Hope to know the results of this long ordeal by maybe next week.......He is still the warrior you would all expect him to be.....silent with his feelings and just hoping for a better day tomorrow. He has really not left the house except for his treatments and a quick jont to the store......He is the most patient man I know...I would be climbing the walls by now.........He reads a lot and watches massive TV.....Golf channel, movies etc........what an existance, huh? but this is his for now.....everyone expects him to be his old self, but he is not.....he is a man with cancer....try to search your souls to think of how you would react in his situation and what you would want to do........sorry to dissapoint you, but you would have no idea until you are faced with this vary situation and I hope that you all will never have to...... it ruins a marriage or stenghtens it , it makes you cry or it makes you stronger, it makes you think, but you don't want it's bare bones truth.....it is CANCER and it is our enemy......sorry to be so blunt, but I am going thru the anget stage right now.....please forvive me.....Just know that Roger is an awesome warrior. even though he does not talk about his cancer to me.....He will some day and I will be there for him that day and many more to come.......take care and laugh often, love more and dance like there is nobody watching.......You are all going thru your own something.....and we love you all.....Roger and Dianne